I just came all over myself three times thinking about you inside me, talking dirty, and taking me. I long for some more intimate touch with you but I’m scared it will lead to sex. I can’t believe I spent the last for weeks in a constant state of morning and evening arousal…

I want you so badly.

I want to feel the abandonment of my inhibitions, give myself over to pleasure and trust and your caress.

I want you to want me, too.

I wish you had more comfortable sleeping arrangements during the week. And that you got better sleep.

I worry about you…