I’m sitting at my dining room table listening to the cicadas as a soft breeze blows through the house. It’s beautiful weather for opening the house. I had a few errands this morning – dropping off some of my equipment at the university, returning library books, and delivering the blanket I crocheted for A’s new baby, E – before I drove to your house in Muncie.

I made us tacos for lunch and we chatted for a while. Just small talk. I was on your couch and you were in your computer chair. I wish you had a couch you were more comfortable on because I ache to be close to you.

I stood up to do something and when I came back to the room you pulled me to you. We kissed, snuggled, and at some point you’d started to bring your hand up my inner thigh. I told you I was nervous, that I was worried sex would change things. You reassured me and asked twice if I wanted to have sex. Both times I said yes.

Yesterday you made a joke about eating me out. When I brought it up, you invited me to sit on your face. You used your tongue and devoured me. You stretched me with your thick fingers – at least two of them, until I came. It was a bit of a blur but I couldn’t reach you with mu mouth so I used my hands instead. You had so much precut and every time I moaned I could feel you twitching in my hand. You took me from behind, your hands on my hips and ass, guiding me while I pushed myself back and bounced off your pelvis. When you came, I could actually feel heat pouring into me.

I’m so grateful to you for being patient and respecting me. For asking for consent and for giving me the gift of being close to you. My heart feels so full.

You held me for a while before telling me:

“I never stopped loving you…”

and explaining you didn’t think, all those years ago, that things would work out. I cried while you held me.

We talked about going to the movies and having a sleepover next weekend – so this time I have an invitation which feels good. I’m looking forward to it. ♥

When I got home, E and I painted. She did a flower and I pained you – from the photo I took on our EC date. I’m going to try to find a way to hang it up.

My prenatal arrived today. I’ll take them in the morning along with my other meds. I should probably run it by my doctor first but they’re just vitamins.

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You remembered my favorite Disney movie is Beauty & the Beast. You got me this rose in a case like the one from the movie. It was such a sweet thing for you to do.