Every moment of today was wonderful. I work up to your hands exploring my body. You used your talented hands to make me cum so hard I squirted. The sounds you make when I come for you sets me on fire. Drunk on my own orgasm, I felt a desperate, crawling need to bring you to the edge with my mouth. I sucked, licked, and took you into my throat until you rewarded me with your release.

Once we were done you started breakfast. I ran out to get us some coffee and a few ingredients for breakfast and lunch. When I got back, you made German pancakes and a berry compote with crispy bacon. We ate together, talking and having a good time.

At some point today, I had chest pains. That sharp, piercing pain just behind the left side of my rib cage that worsens when I take a breath. It’s been around for so long I mostly forget about it once it passes. It happens so rarely and a doctor has never witnessed it. You made me promise to listen to the doctors. I think it would devastate you if anything ever happened to me. I want to do everything in my power to protect you from that pain.

Once it passed and we had the conversation about it, we decided to watch Star Trek: Discovery. I’ve never seen it before but I used to watch The Next Generation when I was younger. It was a really good show and you were happy to have someone to watch it with.

Throughout the day, you would touch me or embrace me. I was doing my best not to touch you first. It all feels very fragile. I told you how it feels like your hands belong on my body. The way your palms perfectly cup my ribs and waist, the way your hand seers into me like a brand, reminding me I’m yours. That more than my heart is yours. How my body calls out for you, like a deep ache only satisfied when a part of you is on a part of me.

And the kisses today? 10/10. I usually have an emptiness when I only get three or four kisses, but you filled up my cup. Thank you for reminding me that I’m truly and deeply loved.

For lunch, you grilled the steaks I rough and we made thick cut fries and stuffed mushrooms. We ate while we watched the third episode of Discovery. It felt like a perfect day.

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Yesterday the Jeep failed. Mara was driving it to school when a bunch of lights came on and it started making some weird noises. We haven’t been able to restart it, which sucks since it’s stranded at the school.

You went with me to pick out a newer car which was helpful because I trust your opinion and I think you helped me make a good choice.